Shit is going up. Into the fan.

Well I didnt get into the school I have been trying to get into denied me right off the bat. So I guess I will be taking whatever is left of my pride to Ventura High. I really did have my heart set on that place.

Alot of stuff seems to be going down lately and I dont like it, Well most of it at least. There some really cool stuff going on like friends dating and a few As but it kinda seems to get shot down by something negative soon after. I just dont understand how people can function the way they do around here, I feel a little out of place and im sure the School board has already noticed that along with my mom. Although  I did her recently from her mouth “You were right.” Its been a while since shes said anything like that to me and meant it, y’know? Oh well doesn’t mean much now. 

It seems my future is becoming worse with each passing day. I guess being a hobo isnt to bad, live off the land and all that jazz.

I think im going to take my girlfriend out for a burger tomorrow.

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